my first week of school's over!! im really super glad i made the decision of going for the camp cos if not for it, i wouldnt have any friends! haha. okay, and joining Esprimere also helped la. Yupp and the occasional surprises of seeing random rv/aj/aig ppl in school really brightened up my first week of being in an unfamiliar environment! :D :D :D

Other than that, im actually quite stressed up!! it's only the first week of school and people are studying after lectures and forming study groups!! ohmygawd la. but i believe it's a good environment for all of us to strive together la. i cant afford to slack anymore. have to buck up le!! esp since i haven taken econs before in jc. and IBM is so.. cheem.

and here comes the time for me to make a decision. not for them. but for myself. this time i'll be extra careful. and be responsible for my own actions. been thinking for the past few days.. sometimes i feel like i don't understand myself anymore. what do i want exactly and what should the next step be.. im very confused. and cos i've vowed to myself not to hurt anyone again, the decision is increasingly difficult to make. should i follow my heart or follow my mind? im stuck. :(